Crappy Life Of Mine

BFF's Vacation Trip

2008-12-25T02:22:00.000-08:00

19th December 2008 - 22nd December 2008 were consider as the best days in this entire year for me. I've never expected that we are going to be this close, we are not just best friends, but we are like brothers and sisters. We had so much fun, so much laughters, so much memories ; goods and bads, so much confession. Although for most of them, I've only known them for just one year, but I've felt like I've known them for my entire life. The KAMI KAWAN BAEK phrase now is not just words, it means a lot to us. I honestly and truly hereby, said that, you guys are the greatest best friends I've ever had in my life. Thank you for being there for each other through hard times even on good times. Okay, enough on the mushi-mushi stuffs, let's get on the fun part, lets start with the :

First Day :
- Arrived at Jeti Langkawi around 2-3 pm something, then went for lunch since everybody were kebulur already haha. Then we arrived at our homestay ; ehh we stayed in a separated house for guys and girls haha. Then on malam tu, we went to cinema to watch Histeria. The guys were SUBHANALLAH penakut hangit hahahaha :P Then we got home around 11-12 pm something. Lepas tu the girls headed to the guys place sbb nak main Uno haha, kitorg lepak until pukul 2 am camtu kot heh.

Heading to Langkawi mall nak tgk Histeria

Ber-Uno & Ber-Posing :P

Second Day :
- Woke up early, then dah promised dgn Yippie, Megat, Faris and Badek nak pegi snorkelling and tour around 3 pulau together, because diorg dah booked satu speed bot for 12 person. First location we went to Pulau Dayang Bunting. Then we went to this island aku tak tahu nama ape for sight-seeing kot, ade burung helang semua. Then we went to Pulau Beras Basah and this is the part where semua org injured because of the corals yg melampau lampau tajam. Marey yg paling kesian, tangan dia bleeding teruk, but she survived though haha :P The tour ended around 2 pm camtu lah. Then we headed back tu Pantai Chenang for Pakcik to picked us up. Then we went for lunch since semua org dah lapar ber-snorkelling haha. Then we headed to Pantai Pasir Tengkorak, this is actually where the craziness and the funness started. I cannot describe with words how much fun that we had there, but I obviously can show you :D

Third Day :
- On the third day, we went to the Oriental Village sbb nak naik Cable Car. It was fun, but kesian kat Anas because he's afraid of heights, gayat lehh dikk haha, but dia cool lahh, boleh lagi naik atas tu so like okay lah although dah stress kan heh. Then we got home, rest kejap, then on the evening, kitorg lepak kat playground near our house tu, and malam tu we went to Pantai Chenang, lepak lepak sana, and sesi confess mengonfess happened hmmm, malam yg agak touching and emo.

Oriental Village & Cable Cars

Fourth Day :
- On the fourth day, nothing much happen, woke up a little bit late from the usual, then went for shopping at Pekan Kuah, CHOCOLATE yaww apa lagi! haha, Sya bought almost RM 200 of chocolates, Ammar ckp stock utk 6 months haha :P Then we went to the Jeti Langkawi, while waiting for our ferry to arrived, kitorg pegi makan mcD then we went for karaoke, hahaha gila tak sangka Ayam boleh nyanyi weewiitt, and suara Ammar sedap kot, duet gitu dgn Marey lagu My Heart HAHAHA :D Lepas tu, our ferry arrived around 5.30 pm mcm tu, then we headed back to Perlis.

Sumpah weh, this vacation is the best vacation ever in this whole entire year, and i love you guys forever. BFFs till the end :)

Sya Ieka Jaja Marey Nabil Ammar Ayam Hakim Anas Rosdi Aliph

December-Stuffs

2008-12-06T07:24:00.000-08:00

Past is something you should forget and learned from it, it's not something that you have to be fear about. Well, my past had been something that i couldn't get over with, sort of distracting me whenever i wanted to be happy, but SOMEONE had made it just look different from my point of view, well as i said ahaha. So now technically i'm no longer a single person yaw, haha, and i'm proudly saying that I LOVE HIM SO MUCH heee. Hmm well since lepas habis paper hari tu, i got back to KL, lepak sane sume, but truth is, i'm fucking miss my friends back home hella much ; SYA, JAJA, MAREY, AMMAR, NABIL, ROSDI, AYAM, HAKIM, ANAS, ALIPH and sume-sume. It's like, life is not complete doh kalau takde diorg. I miss our school memories, masa ponteng class, masa tak siap homework, haha everything! The most exciting thing, aku tak sabar utk vacation trip kitorg nanti. Aku rindu rindu sgt sgt diorg :-

Marey, Sya, Jaja, and ME :) Aku syg korg smpai mati, sumpah.

Study group yg havoc habis haha

2008-10-15T11:13:00.000-07:00

Omgg lama gila aku tak update blog, been busy lah weh, byk kerja nak kena buat, result trial mcm *&^%$%& teruk kott, walaupun tade fail haha. Hmm nothing happen much lately ni, cuma rasa down sikit sbb result trial teruk sikit, jatuh dari midterm hari tu, but now dah okay kott. Nowadays byk habiskan masa dgn sya, jaja, and marey kat library and school, dah tak sempat nak online online dah, SPM pun dah dekat *tapi sempat pulak kan update blog HAHAHAHA :P* Sekarang selalu buat study group dgn geng kami kawan baek. ohh yeah! The most recent one buat kat rumah aku, hhmm. berkesan jugak lahh, Sya lah byk tolong. Aku mmg bangang habis kalau chapter solution of triangles and intergration. Sya and marey and lain-lain byk tolong, especially sya lah byk sekali, maklumlah, Addmaths A1 kan heh. Tapi masa tu, gelak lebih-lebih jugak kott haha, candid sana sini, tapi soalan tetap buat. Pastu melantak kuih raya and air sirap bandung. Ohh paling siot sekali Ammar. Dia masuk bilik tidur aku pastu ckp " Wahh bersihnye" bongok! ye lahh masa dia masuk bilik aku dulu agak bersepah sikit, tapi perlu ke nak ckp camtu, aku sekeh kangg! haha =,=" so, kitorg ade lah tangkap few pictures, kalau nak tgk, tgk lah haha :D

ammar conteng.nm baru, nama kami versi kampong. haha

khusyuk gila kan, haha addmaths punya psl semua jadi bengong =,=

captured by ayam

sya tgh ajar buat soalan guna completing the square kott haha

sya ajar ammar, aku stress addmaths mcm kimak haha

sya yo yo oo ajar hakim doh haha :P

tak sah kalau tak gelak mcm pontianak haha :P

aliph khusyuk gila haha, jaja main hp! heshh p/s : sya! marah sikit! haha

Jaja yg konon nye reti bwk motor haha :P

Sya muka takut, hahaha :P

Okay then lepas tu, masa nak balik, jaja test bawak scooter Ammar. Ammar dgn muka tak ikhlas and tak rela pun kasi ahh Jaja bwk kan. Paling lawak sial, masa Jaja bawak Aliph, hahaha Aliph cuak gila kott, dah ahh jaja bawak laju pastu tanya "brek kat mana" BOLEHHH TAAKKK -_-" pastu aliph kata "woi kau nak bawak aku masuk neraka ke" HAHAHAHAHHAHA! lawak je, bengong haha. So pastu diorg pun balik lah, then tu je lah kott, habis smpai di situ, sekian haha =D

August-Stuffs

2008-08-27T00:32:00.000-07:00

It's been ages since the last time i had updating my blog, been extremely busy actually, with school, classes, tuition, problems and stuffs. So as a summary, i'm posting all-in-one journal of what had happened in the month of august.So yg first sekali aku ingat is about (aliph, nazrul and nabil)'s surprised birthday party. Haha mmg best gila lah, and the preparations ya allah mmg hectic habis haha. Mcm-mcm yang jadi, bilik jaja banjir dgn air misteri lah, dgn scrapbook tak siap-siap smpai pukul 5 pagi, dgn nak masak speghetti lagi haihh haha. and ni ade fews pictures for all the viewers :)

the birthday boys :D

the birthday cake. p/s : ayam = nazrul haha

location : rumah aku. venue : siapkan scrapbook nabil haha.

spaghetti tu aku and marey yg masak okay :D

scrapbook yg kitorg hadiahkan utk nabil :D
kawan baik smpai mati :'))
time : 5 a.m, still siapkan scrapbook nabil haha

sya , ade je muka kau ye haha :P

source of pictures : Sya's blog :DD

okay, at the same time masa surprised birthday party ni, my dad kena stroke =( and i don't know anything about it sebab masa tu aku kat rumah jaja, aku, marey, sya slept-over kat sana sbb nak siapkan scrapbook nabil. Masa kat skolah tu, aku mmg tak boleh nak cover up lagi my emotions, sedih gila sbb my mom sikit pun tak bgtahu aku. ohh i forgot something, birthday party tu buat kat skolah haha. So okay enough about that. Then lepas tu tade ape sgt yg exciting happened, cuma aku and my friends selalu buat study group, sbb nak trial kan. And the most recent study group tu buat kat tepi rumah kosong kat rumah jaja, and it goes with this pictures :D

frm left : jaja, marey, sya and me =)

sya and marey <33>

bff!

nak kiss syaaaaa ;P

Hhmm, i guess yang tu je kot yang aku boleh ingat, and also starting from today ; 27th agust 2008 till 18th september aku akan away, and no blog will be posted sbb masa tu i'm in the middle of my trial exam. So do wish me the very best of luck =))

Surprised birthday party utk Sya <3

2008-08-01T01:57:00.001-07:00

haha okay, it had happened on the 29th of july 2008. 1 day before birthday dia tu mmg kitorg (jaja, marey, ammar, hakim, nazrul, omar, rosdi, aliph, and aku) dah planned nak buat enda ni. at first nak buat kat KFC kan, but mcm teramat lah tak surprised nye sebab ammar dgn anas dah buat kat situ. so ammar ckp bua kat skolah la dia pegi beli KFC and marey buat cake sendiri, tak pyh la beli kan lg pun cake garden tak sedap haha! okay then, masa hari yg birthday dia tu, ceewaahh konon kitorg buat tade pape jadi lah, slack sebab nazrul and ammar tak wish, nmpak sgt lahh =.=" lepas tu mulut aku pulak yg terlepas ckp. anas ckp nak kasi duit utk beli KFC lepas tu bila Sya datang aku pegi ckp
"oh takk, anas ni haa takde duit nak byr t-shirt friendship tu" ppfhhtt dah terang tang tang si anas tu dah bayar kat Sya awal-awal lagi. Sya pun mcm heran "duit apa kebenda nye, dia dah bayar lahh!" fuck haha mana lah aku tahu =.=" okay then, after school diorg ajak Sya pegi surau haha, then meanwhile tu diorg yg lain-lain pegi beli KFC and candles. lepas tu Marey massage ckp kata diorg dah nak naik class. aku pun light up kan lah candles semua, tunggu tunggu tak sampai sampai jugak, smpai candle dah tinggal half baru nmpak batang hidung. bila Sya smpai je kat luar class, semua tunduk nak hide lah konon kan, tapi Sya dah dapat detect and i heard she said "kami dah tau dah" haha then bila dia bukak je pintu jerit lah semua SURPRISEDDDDDD! then dia gelak2. best jugak sebab dia ckp dia nervous, tak tahu what was going to happen tehee :D but it had been a really great day. sanggup ponteng class chemistry sebab nak buat surprised birthday party kat Sya! hahaha :D and glad she liked it. so that was it, and then the next day pegi class chemistry kena amik nama sebab tak pegi extra class petang tu hahaha!
Okay and this is the picture of that day ;

Crushcrushcrush :DD

2008-07-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

Okay yeah, no need to elaborate more, you all can see it clearly, crystal clear kat title tu haa, haha :D So okay, I had a crush hee :P I don't know how it happened. It just did, like boooff! suddenly u feel like ermm excited when you meet him haha. And i don't know how the hell aku boleh suka kat dia sedangkan ya allah dia punya lah bapak annoying kat skolah, suka buat aku menyampah mcm sial, sometimes aku rasa mcm u know, like i wanna get rid of him and throw him down into the dustbin. But kadang-kadang i just like his attitude, the way he makes joke and everything, and he's funny. Dulu aku rasa dia ni mcm freak sebab he likes to stare at people mcm slacckkk je tak puas hati gitu, haha but mula-mula skali dia tegur aku masa camp kat skolah, haha masa tu funny gila, and perangai dia haha mcm hape tahh =.=" And since tu, kitorg dah mula ckp-ckp, tegur,tegur semua, but i hate his voice =.=" yeekkk haha. As for now, he doesn't know that i'm crushing on him, haha biar je lah, plus, it's only a crush. I'll tell him about my feelings when i am really really falling for him haha :)

What they said about me

2008-07-13T03:17:00.000-07:00

These are the guys that i heart the most. Zillion thanks to you guys who made this for me :)) ILYSM :

Yika ; What can I say about Ieka? She's just as lovely as Sammyvellu's tummy and overall, she's the lady that I love to be horny with =D. I love her with all of my lung. If and only she's a male, I'd want to marry her but to bad the fact is she's a girl! =D

Falix ; Yikes! IEKA!! She's my little angel!! She's CUTE, nice, understanding and 'COOL'. owh, She never complained and always did her best. Together we would talk of life and she would always understand, hurm. We're laughed and played and were happy almost all the time. Am I right,sis? If you get lonely, just close your eyes and remember me. I'll send you my angel kisses 'cause I love to see you smile hehehe [ayat jiwang seyh] owke, owke ILYSM!! =] P/S : nak lagu2 baru x? hahaha. weee.

Aida ; ieka ieka ieka! ;)u are the best girlfriend ever! ;) knowing u is the best thing that ever happenend to me. i love you lah.sehari tak gossip2 dgn u mmg tak sah.;p anddd saya tidak sabar ingin berjumpa mu. oh btw, iloveyousomuch lah!

Keem ; ieka ieka, well, one of my besties, my one and only sicantek, my lovely lil sis ;) sangat notty kdg2, suka ponteng kelas ! haha. well, its really hard nak describe psl u ieka. but for sure, i really knows that u sangat2 kwn yg baek , and im glad to befriends with you. thankss ieka <3 :)

Sheshe ; Iekaaaaa!!hahahaha shes superrr kinddd,shes super cool,ha pndek kate all the + parts belong to her lah. she’ll always there when you need her,and plus she’ll keep tryin and tryin and harder and harder (*ceh ape I mengarut ni?haha*) to make someone feel better from not better.hahaha ape ni? er,finally,(*bajet buat essay bi jap*) I want to announce tht I love her so really muchies much mucher mucho gracias oh berkias kias. (*merepek x tntu pasal*) <3333333 ILYSM MRS. EVANS!

Ira ; ohh ieka.?this girl is so fucking adorable and i love her smile so much can make a thousand boys melt.sumpah ira tak tipu ieka ni caring baik comel cantik cute sume ade sygggg iekaaa <333333

Naddy ; ieka ieka ieka. hmm. what should i say bout her? she's gilebabi nice ok. haha. she'll always be there for me whenever i need her. ;) die best! she's my cakapcakapmerepek punya kwn! haha. paling best if ckp ngan die pasal guys! :p but, kitorang tak prnah jumpa pon. huhu. ieka, next time make sure dtng Kl jumpa i ok? jangan nak pegy jumpa bf-bf you saje. haha. loveya darl! :D

Coretan utk menghilangkan nervous dan takut haha!

2008-06-26T07:12:00.000-07:00

Been extremely busy lately with school, extra classes, tuitions and stuffs, got no time for myself haihh =.=" Just now at school, got this motivational camp, well sort of, and yeah it did inspired me, how weird, usually, i didn't buy much this sort of motivational talks and bla bla but this time, it's pretty inspiring *since the facilitator himself is pretty cute, not to mention GENIUS haha* :P Then got home around 5.15 p.m. So now i'm doing a little research about Japan, haha since aku ada interview esok. OMG i'm freaking nervous now, my first interview ni haa duuhh. And worst, when i'm nervous, it makes me wanna throw up, like suddenly i got this stomaches -_-" But mama bebel kat aku td, "Mcm mana nak jadi exchange student ni kalau interveiw seketet tot tu pun dah gabra" haha, NOT HELPING MOM =.=" Well, i've been applying for this exchange student scholarship to Japan, hopefully dapat lah. The interview for the scholarship tu is tomorrow (friday) pphhfftttt cuak siak doh goddd! Lepas tu cikgu tu bgtahu lambat pulak tu =.=" Dah la nak kena buat research, lepas tu all my sijil2 aku tak jumpa pulak, entah mana aku campak tah ggrrhhh =.=" cibai betul lah. But kalau ada sijil pun, mesti dua tiga kerat je, since i haven't participated much in the curriculum activities at school hahaha! Damn! where the heck is my file yg simpan all the certificates tu! Ggrrrhhh! Dah dekat 1 jam mencari, bangang sungguh -_-" Anyways, i guess i better continue on my research and find that file, heessshhhh!

Being emo is totally fun =.="

2008-06-20T04:33:00.000-07:00

Hhmmm, kalau teringat pasal ni je mesti hari aku yg happy pada mulanya akan jadi emo mcm pantat =.=" Tak tahu lah mcm mana nak ckp lagi. I'm out of words and thoughts dah, i don't know what else to assume or think. It's like, aku ada buat salah ke? Kalau betul ada, just come straight right in front of my face and tell me what mistake that i had made. Don't acted this way lah for god sake! Haihh :( but just leave that aside, i don't want to ruin my mood hari ni since my day had started pretty well today. Went to library petang td with Jaja , Marey and Sya study physics. i know it sounds nerdy, well, apa aku kisah haha! Then got home around 6 p.m tadi. Elok online je, haiihh, mood mula lah nak down ni -_-" Have u ever feel like, mcm mana rasa kena dicthed? Like korg tak tahu apa salah korg kan, tiba-tiba mcm tak pasal-pasal ggrrhhh =.=" Aku tahu, lumrah nye kalau org dah buat mcm tu kan, like kau blah je lah tak pyh nak ambik tahu lagi psl dia lagi, pathetically, i'm not strong enough to do that. I know sometimes we just have to accept the fact and move on, but that is the hardest thing to do. So now aku dah emo lagi mcm taik, i hate it when i started to become like this, well everybody hates it but i can't help it, korg tak rasa apa yg aku rasa. No matter how hard i tried to covered up my feelings, at the end aku jugak yg tanggung rasa dia. And for those who has always been there for me, A zillion thanks to u guys. Korg dah byk keluarkan effort nak tolong aku, tp aku tetap mcm ni kan? Haha sorry lah kalau korg dah bosan dgn cerita-cerita emo aku yg mcm kiwak ni ehh, i just don't know kat siapa lagi yg patut aku luahkan benda ni. Haihh dah la i don't wanna talk about this anymore, it'll just make me even more sad, but atleast aku lega sikit after dapat luahkan everything hhmm

A fine monday

2008-06-16T04:35:00.000-07:00

School was just okat today. Nothing much happened during the rest of the day. Early in the morning td, after the assembly ada spot check for buku takwim, name tags, badges and stuffs. Aku kena sebab tak beli buku takwim haha! :D Then class had started and belajar mcm biasa. Masa second last period tu, that was agama, at first ingat nak tuang la kan, lepas tu entah mcm mana ustaz pegi cari kat class, last2 nak terkantoi punya psl masuk jugak lah class dgn muka yg slumber dek haha, ustaz pun sengih je, kira okay la tu kan haha! :DD Then after school tu, Marey and Sya had made plans nak lepak ka KFC so aku dgn Jaja pun menyibuk skali. Diorg ckp nak buat surprised party utk Anas skali sbb hari ni birthday dia. Lepas tu Ammar, Nabil dgn Nazrul pun nak menyemak skali =.=" So lepas je sekolah, Marey and Sya pegi beli cake dulu, aku tak pergi sebab tunggu mama hantar duit *hari ni aku lupa bwk duit pegi sekolah* haha. Lepas tu aku and Jaja walked to KFC dgn Ammar. Supposed ada Nazrul skali, tapi mamat tu bwk motor tinggal kitorg, lahabau je =.=" haha! So masa kat KFC, Anas di-surprised-kan oleh kitorg haha tapi muka dia tak ada reaction terkejut pun =.=" penat je cover2 cake awal2 tu ppffhhtt! haha. So anyway, we all had a pretty good time hari ni. Then habis je mkn semua, we all headed back to the library. Masuk je library, nampak muka stalker Jaja, haha! Gila lah mamat tu, hari-hari nak stalk ke apa, saikooo =.=" Then we sat there about 45 minutes, doing homeworks and stuffs, then kebosanan mula melanda. Dah la sejuk pulak, haha lepas tu Nabil pun menghasut nak lepak kat luar library, so aku and Jaja pun ambik bag turun bwh, terus lepak kat luar haha. Then sesi bergelak ketawa dgn kuat gilababi bersambung kat luar pulak. Hari ni aku kena buli teruk dgn Ammar and Nazrul cehbai, tak habis2 ckp aku lucah ggrhh =,= padahal diorg yg lucah. Then hari ni jugak Jaja emo dgn aku sebab aku sorok purse dia. Siapa suruh tinggal rata-rata, dah la tu buat dek je tinggal purse =.=" lepas tu saja nak buli dia sikit, kasi dia cari purse dia satu kantin sekolah haha! :P Then at 6.15 p.m tadi, my mom fetched me up at the library, then i went home dgn mood yg baik :D

Tiada motif haha!

2008-06-13T07:07:00.000-07:00

Today was like other normal days, entah kenapa tiba-tiba hari ni aku rasa mcm nak blogging haha! so here i am, typing smething yg merapu-rapu yg tak ada motif. Anyways, my day had started pretty well hari ni. Mood pun okay je. About early in the evening tadi Jaja came over to my place, supposed ada tuition, then cikgu mangkuk tu cancel last minute haha. So tak jadi la pegi tuition, konon nye mcm nak study lah kan, lepas tu haha pc ni haa setan penuh kot asyik memangil-manggil je aku suruh tgk online movies, apa lagi terus je pegi www.watch-movies.net haha layan Prom Night dgn Jaja. But too bad Jaja tak sempat tgk smpai habis sbb her dad had came to picked her up haha. The movie was just okay i guess, entah bosan je tak thrill sgt. Okay lepas tu tak buat ape sgt, cuma nak tukar earrings tapi aku cucuk die tak nak go through the holes mcm kimak je, naik sakit telinga aku (takde experienced, baru bertindik ye) haha i know its lame, dah tua bangka baru pierced telinga, aku penakut la weh dulu haha :DD so yeah, aku fed up sudah, last last, aku biar je haa telinga tak bersubang. Then I continue to sit in front of my pc smbil myspacing and msn-ing, tiba-tiba Eyna called, miss call je minah tu haha :P then i called her back, we talked, we laughed ( A LOT) haha smpai la dia finally jumpa connection yg dicuri dari wireless jiran sbelah, haha then we continue talking on msn smpai lah sekarang. But now dia tgh dinner, and aku bosan nak mati, so while waiting for her tiba-tiba instinct ni kuat rasa nak blogging haha! Ouh well tu je kot yg nak type for now sbb si minah sorg ni dah kenyang mkn, haha but no worries, I'll update my blog lagi if aku ada masa :)