Friday, June 20, 2008

Being emo is totally fun =.="

Hhmmm, kalau teringat pasal ni je mesti hari aku yg happy pada mulanya akan jadi emo mcm pantat =.=" Tak tahu lah mcm mana nak ckp lagi. I'm out of words and thoughts dah, i don't know what else to assume or think. It's like, aku ada buat salah ke? Kalau betul ada, just come straight right in front of my face and tell me what mistake that i had made. Don't acted this way lah for god sake! Haihh :( but just leave that aside, i don't want to ruin my mood hari ni since my day had started pretty well today. Went to library petang td with Jaja , Marey and Sya study physics. i know it sounds nerdy, well, apa aku kisah haha! Then got home around 6 p.m tadi. Elok online je, haiihh, mood mula lah nak down ni -_-" Have u ever feel like, mcm mana rasa kena dicthed? Like korg tak tahu apa salah korg kan, tiba-tiba mcm tak pasal-pasal ggrrhhh =.=" Aku tahu, lumrah nye kalau org dah buat mcm tu kan, like kau blah je lah tak pyh nak ambik tahu lagi psl dia lagi, pathetically, i'm not strong enough to do that. I know sometimes we just have to accept the fact and move on, but that is the hardest thing to do. So now aku dah emo lagi mcm taik, i hate it when i started to become like this, well everybody hates it but i can't help it, korg tak rasa apa yg aku rasa. No matter how hard i tried to covered up my feelings, at the end aku jugak yg tanggung rasa dia. And for those who has always been there for me, A zillion thanks to u guys. Korg dah byk keluarkan effort nak tolong aku, tp aku tetap mcm ni kan? Haha sorry lah kalau korg dah bosan dgn cerita-cerita emo aku yg mcm kiwak ni ehh, i just don't know kat siapa lagi yg patut aku luahkan benda ni. Haihh dah la i don't wanna talk about this anymore, it'll just make me even more sad, but atleast aku lega sikit after dapat luahkan everything hhmm

1 Comments:

Blogger syakirahmn said...

ieka insaf g lib!!
xp

July 3, 2008 at 2:27 AM  

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