Coretan utk menghilangkan nervous dan takut haha!

Been extremely busy lately with school, extra classes, tuitions and stuffs, got no time for myself haihh =.=" Just now at school, got this motivational camp, well sort of, and yeah it did inspired me, how weird, usually, i didn't buy much this sort of motivational talks and bla bla but this time, it's pretty inspiring *since the facilitator himself is pretty cute, not to mention GENIUS haha* :P Then got home around 5.15 p.m. So now i'm doing a little research about Japan, haha since aku ada interview esok. OMG i'm freaking nervous now, my first interview ni haa duuhh. And worst, when i'm nervous, it makes me wanna throw up, like suddenly i got this stomaches -_-" But mama bebel kat aku td, "Mcm mana nak jadi exchange student ni kalau interveiw seketet tot tu pun dah gabra" haha, NOT HELPING MOM =.=" Well, i've been applying for this exchange student scholarship to Japan, hopefully dapat lah. The interview for the scholarship tu is tomorrow (friday) pphhfftttt cuak siak doh goddd! Lepas tu cikgu tu bgtahu lambat pulak tu =.=" Dah la nak kena buat research, lepas tu all my sijil2 aku tak jumpa pulak, entah mana aku campak tah ggrrhhh =.=" cibai betul lah. But kalau ada sijil pun, mesti dua tiga kerat je, since i haven't participated much in the curriculum activities at school hahaha! Damn! where the heck is my file yg simpan all the certificates tu! Ggrrrhhh! Dah dekat 1 jam mencari, bangang sungguh -_-" Anyways, i guess i better continue on my research and find that file, heessshhhh!